I continue to climb to new heights of achievement. I even surprise myself sometimes. Today in therapy I started out with using a walker in the hallway. First segment, I walked 66 feet before resting, besting my previous record by more than twenty feet. And that's just the beginning. After that rest, I turned around, and aimed to walk back to where I started, maybe further. Maybe, indeed. I walked to where I started, then on to the end of the colored tile pattern in the floor, and then on to where the tiling stopped at the carpeted entrance to someone's office. It was a full ninety feet. I walked 156 feet in just two segments. It took four segments to get to 140 last week.
And we still weren't done.
Of course, I had to have another rest before we continued, and a drink of water. After that we discussed the mechanics of going up stairs, with the therapist demonstrating the positions he wanted me to use with the walker, and how to place my body in relation to it, for maximum balance and stability. Then I got up and stepped onto a two-inch stair. Twice. Combined with all the long distance walking, it was enough to completely fatigue my legs so we called the session early at that point; my knee joints were too wobbly and shaky to do anything more safely. I felt like the queen of the world, like I could have high-fived everyone in the room if they weren't already busy trying to achieve their own goals or assisting their patients with that endeavor.
Praying for you. Praying that this magnificent progress will never be undone.
ReplyDeleteAmen! Yes, you have strived and achieved before, lost it and recovered it...several times! You KNOW you WILL continue to strive and progress!! YOU KNOW your strength and resolve will carry you forward! Any chemo therapy will have its side effects on your system, but we hope and pray that it will not actually undo any of your progress; that the stress to the healthy you will not be unbearable and you will find your strong mind, body, and spirit will overcome the worst of it. Do recognize when you need to take the extra rest, allow yourself to recoup when it taxes you, and never feel that it is stronger than you....YOU WILL BE STRONGER!! More than anything, keep your faith in yourself and what you can do, remembering that you can and will get up again even if it feels like your insides are turning inside out. One therapy session at a time, one day at a time, and all the love around you the one constant you can never lose sight of. Love and prayers long-distance are constantly with you, too!!!!
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